Another stupid day
Tuesday, April 3, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Ugh~ I am not in the mood again. Yea, I'm optimistic I'm strong. Sometime I can do thing all the way alone, solve it myself, I don't even upset because of something can be changed one day. But not today. I don't have a good day yesterday. The DSA made me madly mad. Fine, I just fine. Pay 80 for that. Money can solve. Another papers later morning. I think I got not more than 12 hours to study this subject. Okay. Just fine. Exhausted. really exhausted. I like to sleep too actually. I want to sleep more than 10 hours a day too. I don't like to stay up late too. But I think I shouldn't sleep. Pop the previous subject and push all the notes for next subject. If I'm a computer system, work can be done so easily by typing the code. Okay, just fine. Every student face exam.So, why are you mumbling and not concern? Okay. You can just disappear for few days or few months. As you like. But, appear again for what? It make thing worse! More worse. I don't feel happy to face the exam alone. I don't feel happy to go to the strange place to face the war alone with no one beside. I don't feel happy to search for the hall alone. I don't feel happy when I feel so exhausted and I can't have someone beside. When housemate having their exam, they exam together and finish together. And I was like the only to do thing myself. Guess later I will meet the taxi driver before exam and after exam. No. Not this way. *Sound like I'm emo in the night. So gay!!!But it's 6.45am now. I don't know what I have studied and what I left out. LOL So should I take a nap? *GUESS WE NOT SUIT*
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