21st is coming.
Monday, May 30, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
How can I escape? The 21st for me is coming. Omg. I actually don't really like it. For me, I don't like the feeling of waiting something. When my day is near, I'll be so excited. But, after that I need to wait for 1 more year. 365 days. I think birthday is so meaningful for everyone. Same as me. I had a very bad birthday last year. My bf celebrate with me one day before because he got something really important to do. But, my friends who I expected doesn't celebrate with me or have a meet up. No, didnt. Kinda upset. But, who I never expected and I thought she will only find me when she needs me, she celebrated with me. I'm just a lil bit upset, nothing. My babe wingyi, not around in this weekend. So she had a pre-celebrate with me last saturday. A normal meet up, but we did enjoy every meeting. I never expect of her pressie, but she did bring me one. Something I wanted for so long and going to buy soon.
A Diana mini. She and zi en assembled my classmate to share a pressie for me. Hmm~ Someone said "So many people share 1 gift, should be very "thin"." It's okay. As long as they really surprising me. I was like "wtf, you bought this? Very expensive la this pressie." I totally forget the angriness, and I smile. My film life is start from now. Gonna buy few rolls of film to do many many experience. I scare I will be addicted and buy many many lomo films (*some of 'em is freaking nice with nice price too, RM 78 per roll.) The first birthday celebration of this year. :) Kinda lame singing birthday song at starbucks with 2 stupid baristas. And they get me a free meal as my birthday pressie, I can go and redeem it on 6th June 2011 :)
Another big pressie too. Very very big pressie, white Myvi normal edition. Big right? My cow left his car key at my car. And I don't think he feel like taking it back and when I ask him he like don't care. Rich! Okay. I will drive your car away when I saw your car. hehe~
Labels: Friend, Gadget, lomography, photo
The grey gaps between a relationship
Sunday, May 22, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
I got so many questions tonight. Time by the time, I saw many couples. Broke up and get back together. I wonder. I really wonder.
Simulation of real life case 1 : He/She feel like breaking up with him/her. Because He/She knows that 2 of 'em can't be "long lasting". They always argue and war. Alright. We know that, 2 of 'em must be break up one day. How to stand? But, both of 'em love each other so much. But he/she really exhausted. 5 years relationship, a really heavy burden or responsible (*more polite way to describe). He/she decided to stay because of "5 years relationship" and the responsible. Good ending right? How you know this won't happen again? How you know he/she will not feel like breaking up again? I wonder, how come he/she can have a thought to break up (*break up is sadness, heart broken, killing and damn) but he/she can still act like nothing and as usual? You have a few mins to a few hours stop loving him/her or even hate him/her. The love went to the ending of the life but how to back to normal like usual?
Simulation of real life case 2 : A pair couple, meet at the same place but dream for different places. For example, after Form 6 one of 'em want to continue studies at oversea but another one want to stay back for his/her dream. Separate places, LDR is hard to maintain. You know that he/she probably will leave and find another one. Quit for the relationship. (*Of course, you maybe will do the same too. No one knows) Start from the day you know he/she maybe going to find another one, how you gonna continue this relationship? You always think that he/she will leave. You will stop giving all the love and doubt for everything. How to continue with this situation? You don't believe in her and you like a real predictor can predict the thing. What for staying together with lo of doubts and unbelieving? How?
Simulation of real life case 3 : As I know, no one like to share, boy friend/girl friend I mean. You can say it's possessive. Everyone also the same. You like to compliment other people (*with different sexual), your he/she will unhappy? He/she will feel so jealous or envy? But you never praise him/her. Just think it from him/her side, how if one day he/she praising other or others come and talk to your partner and praise him/her? Will you jealous?
When you think he/she is wrong, he/she will have a same thought too, you are wrong. You in the game, you only know your feeling and other's comment. You won't cross over and know his/her feeling.
Labels: Boy, Girl, jealous, love, love story
Skies
Monday, May 9, 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
The weather now is freaking hot. The pretty sky became hot temper. Sometime I can't even see the mountain. I don't know whether mist or the sunlight. I don't know wth is happen with the earth now. I can't believe that Kampar will flood too.You know? Just, the probability is lesser than 0.5. How amazing? Don't know you know about this or not. Kampar TARC area is embankment. Rain non-stop for few hours, the wall collapse; if rain 3 days 3 night? The whole TARC submerge? ahaha~ It's a bit kua jeong. Anywhere, I hope Mr. Earth recover from fever soon. :(
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